Thoughts....

Before her mission on Horizon, Seidra Shepard, having been dead for two years and brought back by Cerberus,
looks at the photo of her lover, Kaidan Alenko and wish she could be with him for old times sake.

But she really didn't want to reopen any old wounds and was scared to face him.

So she decides to stay dead and refrain from contacting him.

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